Paranormal activity or Paranormal inactivity?

I am so amazed at the people who can blog every day! I cannot find the energy or the words to say everyday!!

So, thinking of the movie Paranormal activity, I started thinking of the root words, or it's origin.

If you have Paranormal activity is it possible to have Paranormal inactivity? That is what I have! Nothing at all strange happens. I guess that is a good thing because my faith says there is no in- between. Yikes! Think about it.. if you have some activity could it be ???

Or could it be the side effects of Prozac? haha. Think about it. If I try to go off my meds in hopes that I am cured, I have some pretty strange things happen to me and if I was back in the day and living in Salem I am positive I would have been burned and called a witch!

So, I am thinking Prozac isn't so bad today! Have you taken all your meds? Have you looked up everything you take to make sure you have a plan to go off them correctly?

Have a great day!! :-)

Onomatopoeia

Such a cool word! I have sat and thought about the pain of depression and physical illness. Ouch would not fall under the definition of Onomatopoeia, but if I use the words I hurt so bad I screech, or hiss that would make sense.

Yeah, I am blogging about a word. I am a word person. Favorite game is scrabble and close second is boggle. So, words I always find interesting and fun. I write poems and short life stories.

Okay, enough of the lesson.

Had pneumonia and was not able to blog. Sitting at the computer took a lot of energy.

I am finding therapy a bit difficult. I am a church going Christian and have always felt my problems were better off kept silent. Just between me and God. I finally told the whole truth. The many men that like little girls and were introduced to me by my adoptive dad.

God says to forgive, my monster has begged for forgiveness, I have forgiven and now I have to move forward. Question is, how?

How do you move forward and stop looking into that mental rear-view mirror? It's like when you have a car accident. You are constantly looking at every car, checking the rear view every 2 seconds. I feel like I am in a constant mirror. Am I waiting to be hurt again? Impossible, he has already hurt me and I am safe. But the feeling of fear is always there. Having met with my therapist and breaking down and falling apart I feel tired emotionally but also a fresh awareness of my painful history. I was asked if I have ever thought about writing a book. Yeah, I love writing but a book?? Hard!!

Gimme some thoughts blogging buddies!